Author: Chara Donahue
I was with my mom the first time I felt the thrill of a roller coaster, and last summer I stood in line for the same coaster, twenty-something years later with my own daughter. She waited nervously, boarded, and then…AND THEN… she jumped out of her seat and practically cemented herself onto the exit landing! She panicked. The moment she had been waiting for arrived, and she jumped ship completely. That day she chose fear over adventure.
Having to wait leaves ample time for us to let fear move into the front of our minds, so much so, that we can become crippled by anxious forebodings. We must find peace in the waiting, but we cannot allow it to make us comfortable, inactive, and resigned to the point that when it’s go-time and the dream is about to become reality, we run the other direction in fear.
We see this in the bride experiencing cold feet, the newly discovered talent getting stage fright, or that first date/day of college/new career. Two paths lie before us in these moments of anticipation, excitement and fear. Our fragile hearts may have trouble discerning the difference, but our actions will show our resolution.
We must choose a side. Will we run into, or away from, what we’ve been waiting for?
As we make our way through a fallen world, it can become easy to disbelieve our deep hopes, dreams, and stuff we don’t dare to ask or imagine could ever become a reality. We’ve had expectations crushed, plans deconstructed, and have sat in the trenches of fear wondering if moving forward, pursuing purpose, and hoping for the things of God is even worth it.
We need not submit to being tortured by questions such as: how we will handle it if what we’ve been waiting for isn’t as good as we hoped, or what we will do if this too is taken away? A heavy heart, and suspicious mind are all we gain when we act like we can control the unpredictable future that God is asking us to leave in His hands.
“Casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.”-1 Peter 5:7
We cannot exchange promises for predictability. We prefer known pain to uncertainty. But we must not allow predictable pain to build illusions of security. It is nothing but a frail attempt to stave off being vulnerable to disappointment.
The Israelites whom God freed from the chains of oppressive slavery had waited and wandered toward the land God destined for them. They reached it, the first time, approximately close to two years after being freed from captivity. They had their toes on the edge of the promised land, their wait was finally coming to an end, and then…AND THEN… they began to rebel against the hope that faith in a Holy God would see them through. They saw themselves as fools for believing, took their eyes off of the God of their deliverance, and they were focused only on all that could go wrong. They shouted, “Would it not be better for us to go back to Egypt?” And they said to one another, “Let us choose a leader and go back to Egypt.” They were ready to run, and because of their disbelief, they wandered the dessert for 40 years before taking hold of what God had promised. A full generation perished.
It doesn’t take much for people to turn back, scramble, and flee.
We preach a good God, but yet can act like He is out to get us. Because of Jesus we are not stalked by the wrath of God but are cleansed and brought near by His relentless love. In the blessing and the trial He is good. Yet in the blessing we fear, and in the trial we question. God has not given us a spirit of fear or demanded that we have it all figured out. Instead, He has offered us rest, peace, and promises we can trust Him. Why must we insist on striving in every season of life? Yes, there will be times of suffering, loss, and trial but there are also times of life, celebration, and blessing. Whatever the season, we can trust Him to sustain us, to never forsake us, and to be with us where ever we go.
May we immerse ourselves in the truth of Isaiah 41:10 “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
The fear of disappointment can flow deep below the surface, but we cannot allow it to keep us from embracing the good gifts of a loving God. The mix of excitement and nerves washes over us with a new hope as we get closer to seeing what we have been waiting for be birthed into reality. Our heart can choose celebration or panic, adventure or self-inflicted little deaths. We can step into the joy of the moment, or skulk slowly away in the shadows of fear.
Do not cower when go-time finally arrives; remember— God is who He says He is. Not a warden out to get you, but a Father who is for you. Let’s stop letting fear rob the children of God, and trust him by going into the new beginnings He has waiting.
What helps you find the courage to go after the things of God?
Thank you for joining us for our February series The Wait, we hope you will join us in March for New Beginnings
Chara is a freelance writer, certified biblical counselor, and speaker. She holds a MSEd from Corban University and is passionate about seeing people set free through God’s truths. She loves to write about faith, culture, and the deep truths that drive our fascinations with it. Chara is the founder and editor of Anchored Voices and can be found on multiple social media platforms @CharaDonahue.